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He stood on the edge of the precipice, looking longingly into the darkness below. 
Something stirred deep inside him. The allure to throw himself into the void grew. 
L’appel du vide, the call of the Void, he had heard it called. 
Deep in the darkness, something shifted, as if excitedly awaiting his tumble off the cliff. 
A single thought crossed his mind as he stepped towards the looking abyss. 

"How Beautiful An End Is This?"


  • Mood: Distracted
  • Listening to: Computer Fan
  • Reading: Nothing
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Juice

First name : Jessica 

Age : 24

Birthday : 17-August-1990

Rules :  Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 92  Truths about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to  tag the person who tagged you.




1. Last beverage: Tea

2. Last phone call: April

3. Last text message: Ashley 

4. Last song: Brantley Gilbert - Bottoms Up - YouTube



6. Dated someone twice: Yes

7. Been cheated on: Yes

8. Kissed someone & regretted it: Yes

9. Lost someone special: Yes 

10. Been depressed: Yes

11. Been drunk and threw up: Yes 



12. Hunter Green

13. Darker Blood

14. Black



15. Made a new friend: Yes

16. Fallen out of love: no

17. Laughed until you cried: Yes

18. Met someone who changed you: Yes

19. Found out who your true friends were: Yes

20. Found out someone was talking about you: DILLIGAF? ten points if you know what that means.

21. Kissed anyone on yur FB friend's list: Yes



22. How many people on your FB friends list do you know in real life: most, if not all. 

23. No Question?:  REALLY RANDOM I like it.  

24. Do you have any pets: yes

25. Do you want to change your name: yes. 

26. What did you do for your last birthday: Dinner with my friends. Lunch with my family.  

27. What time did you wake up today: 10?

28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Minecraft and writing.  

29. Whats something you can't wait for: to graduate college

30. Last time you saw your mother: hour or so ago? 

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: loaded question... 

32. What are you listening to right now: a friend babble about her life...  

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom?: Yes. 

34. What's getting on your nerves right now: the person on the phone... keeping me awake.  

35. Most visited webpage: Youtube.

38. Relationship Status: Almost 9 months dating. 

39. Zodiac Sign: Leo

40. He or She: I am female, my better half is female... 

41. Elementary : John F. Turner

42. HighSchool: D'Iberville Sr. High, 05; Bayside High 05-09

43. College: Keiser University, University of North Florida!

44. Hair color: dark 

45. Long or short hair: Shoulder length. 

46. Height : 5'8

47. Do you have a crush on someone?: Sure? why not. 

48. What do you like about yourself?: most of me. 

50. Tattoos: one now, soon to be two or three. 

51. Righty or lefty : right, but i can write with my left... its barely readable. 

52. First surgery: tubes in my ears. 

53. First piercing: ears

54. First bestfriend: JAX!

55. First sport you joined: soccer... football.

56. First vacation: DC, between 10th and 11th grade. 



59. Eating: nothing

60. Drinking: Tea.

61. I'm about to: hang up... cause I don't wanna deal with not. 

62. Listening to: someone babble. 

63. Waiting for: Friday... PAYDAY! 



64. Want kids?: yes, at least one son.

65. Get Married?: yes

66. Career?: FBI Behavior Analysis or Private Psychology. 



67. Lips or eyes: eyes

68. Hugs or kisses: hugs

69. Shorter or taller: either 

70. Older or Younger: not overly younger, but not overly older either... i would say 5 or 6 years age difference

71. Romantic or spontaneous: romantic

72: Nice body or Nice arms: both

73. Sensitive or loud: both

74. Hook-up or relationship: relationship

75. Funny or Shy: funny.



76. Kissed a stranger: no

77. Drank hard liquor: yes

80. Broke someone's heart: yes

81. Had your own heart broken: yes

82. Been arrested: no

83. Turned someone down: Yes

84. Cried when someone died: i freely admit it, yes. 



86. Yourself: Yes, most days

87. Miracles: always

88. Love at first sight: nope.

89. Heaven: yes

90. Santa Claus: sure. 

91. The tooth fairy: no.

92. Angels: Yes

  • Mood: Pestered
  • Listening to: Youtube
  • Reading: Nothing
  • Watching: Youtube
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Tea
If your life was a movie, what would the soundtrack be? Here's how it works:
1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc.)
2. Put it on shuffle.
3. Press Play.
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. Don't lie and try to pretend you're cool..

Scene-- Band/Artist--Song Title

1. Opening Credits: Kelly Clarkson - Miss Independent  (Ok.. interesting Start)

2. Waking up: The Wanted - Glad You Came  (Something has to get me out of bed in the morning)

3. First Day of College: Montell Jordan - Get It On Tonight  (Alrighty then)

4. Falling in Love: Glee Version - Just The Way You Are (Cute... Like it.)

5. Kiss Scene: Brad Paisley - Thats Not My Truck (NOT A GOOD SONG for this anyways)

6. Fight Song: Linkin Park - Hit The Floor (Hit the Floor... hell yeah)

7. Breaking Up: Carrie Underwood/Reba McEntire - Does He/She Love You  (Ouch!)

8. Graduating College: Cascada - NeverEnding Dream (YES!)

9. Big Break: Glee Version - True Colors  (Sweet)

10. Mental Breakdown: Train - Drops of Jupiter  (sounds about right)

11. Driving Song: T.I. - Bounce Like This  (alrighty then)

12. Flashback: Brad Paisley - Whiskey Lullaby (that sounds like a bad flashback)

13. Getting back together: Blake Shelton - Austin (AWWWWWW)

14. Wedding: The Wanted - Where I Belong  (DAW! cute)

15. Birth of Child: Keke Palmer/Rags Cast - Stand Out (Alright)

16. Paying Dues: Koda Kumi - 1000 Words (interesting)

17. Moment of Triumph: Kenny Chesney - I Go Back (ok then?)

18. Final Battle: Fort Minor - Remember The Name (BATTLE MUSIC! WOOO)

19. Death Scene: Tracy Lawrence - If I Don't Make It Back  (well... makes sense... )

20. Funeral Scene: Bucky Covengton - Simple Man   (Nice)

21. End Credit: Sara Evans - No Place That Far (:D)
  • Mood: Unhappy
  • Listening to: Youtube
  • Reading: Nothing
  • Watching: Youtube
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Water

Two-Minute Seduction
By Toni Morrison

I took my heart out and gave it to a writer made heartless by fame, someone who needed it to pump blood into veins desiccated by the suck and roar of crowds slobbering or poisoning or licking up the red froth they mistake for happiness because happiness looks just like a heart painted on a valentine cup or tattooed on an arm that has never held a victim or comforted a hurt friend. I took it out and the space it left in my chest was sutured tight like the skin of a drum.

As my own pulse failed, I fell along with a soft shower of rain typical in this place.

Lying there, collapsed under trees bordering the mansion of the famous one I saw a butterfly broken by the slam of a single raindrop on its wings fold and flutter as it hit a pool of water still fighting for the lift that is its nature. I closed my eyes expecting to dissolve into stars or lava or a brutal sequoia when the famous writer appeared and leaned down over me. Lifting my head he put his lips on mine and breathed into my mouth one word and then another, and another, words upon words then numbers, then notes. I swallowed it all while my mind filled with language, measure, music, knowledge.

These gifts from the famous writer were so seductive, so all encompassing they seemed to make a heart irrelevant.

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  • Mood: Mesmerized
  • Listening to: Youtube
  • Reading: Nothing
  • Watching: Youtube
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Water


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